My heart is absolutely broken that you are not here any more. I feel so empty and alone without you and I miss our long phonecalls with the "Irish Goodbye". I wanted us to grow old together and look after each other. I will miss you for as long as I am breathing and then we will be reunited. I know we didn't say it to each other but I love you SO SO much and I'm sure you know that. All my love, forever and always, your big sis Amanda xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx